without any assistance or guidance from you
i have loved you assiduously for 8 months 2 wks & a day
i have been stood up four times
i’ve left 7 packages on yr doorstep
forty poems 2 plants & 3 handmade notecards i left
town so i cd send to you have been no help to me
on my job
you call at 3:00 in the mornin on weekdays
so I cd drive 27½ miles cross the bay before I go to work
charmin charmin
but you are of no assistance
i want you to know
this waz an experiment
to see how selfish i cd be
if i wd realy carry on to snare a possible lover
if i waz capable of debasing my self for the love of another
if i cd stand not being wanted
when i wanted to be wanted
& i cannot

so
with not further assistance & no guidance from you
i am endin this affair

this not is attached to a plant
i’ve been waterin since the day i met you
you may water it
yr damn self